Well, I did it. I made it through the first year. Do I feel any different....no.
I actually felt so apprehensive about the date that I had these horrible mood swings and could not sleep. My poor kids, friends, and family that had to be around me bore the brunt of these. So, for that I have sincerely apologized and thankfully they have forgiven me. :)
I have made the decision to mentally "pull up the big girl panties" and move on. I can't make any guarantees that I won't have bad days, though...and I believe that's ok.
I just read your whole blog. I am impressed with your honesty. I will be back to read again.
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