Today I feel as if I'm trying to swim up a stream and not getting anywhere except pulled backwards to a giant waterfall. I liken that waterfall to the one year anniversary of my Hubby's death. No matter how busy I stay, how many vacations I take, it keeps getting closer and closer. What happens after that? Is there going to be another change? How am I going to feel? How should I feel?
I have been so up and down emotionally in this past week, not realizing why at first. So after putting my kids on edge from being so grouchy it dawns on me that I'm not sure if I'm ready for the next part of my life. Is a person ever really ready for their life to change?
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