another sleepless night

As I lay here waiting for the Nyquil to kick in, my mind is going at full speed. In it I have already planned out what I have to do tomorrow, what I want to have done to my home, how I want the landscaping to look, and the fact that I never had the chance to mourn for my Grandma Stella who passed away in January of 2009. At the time I was so busy with Jeremy being sick that I never got to say goodbye to her or really take the time to grieve. Can you believe that a person can have all these varied thoughts and emotions after midnight?! So here I am crying and wondering why this has come about now. It's crazy how the mind will just take over and not allow a body to rest. C'mon Nyquil...anytime now. :)