roller coaster

It'll be a year on the 25th that I've been a widow. Feels as if I've been on this crazy roller coaster ride where I'm not ever ready for the sudden drops and there's always twists and turns with barely any time to catch my breath. I live for those days of nothingness, no demands, no deadlines, just time at home with my children. All too quickly that is taken away and replaced with work, school, meetings, parties...life goes on and without luxury of choice to just slow down. So as long as I'm on this ride, I will try and take no moment for granted. I suggest everyone do the same--you never know when it might end.